I will never forget waiting for Sam on the top of the stairs at U.P. “Bahay ng Alumni” on her first day at the university last August. It was a very rainy afternoon and I had for the very first time dared to let go and give her the chance to find her place in the wider world.
There were many anxious moments, especially when for quite a while, I couldn’t reach her phone. I already had wild ideas of bandits lurking in dark corners. Imaginings brought perhaps by my loneliness and the stark reality I had no one else but her to remind me of the love we had once shared. We had hoped too that someday she becomes all the best things we can only dream of for ourselves.
So I could not help but shed a tear, as I saw her walking a long way to get to the steps at the Alumni Center. I knew she was very tired and confused with a brave new world facing her. And I had wanted so much to come to her rescue as I often do when she stumbled when she was very young. But I also knew that I had to “let her step to the music that she hears” and dance to the beat of her own drum. I knew you had looked forward to this day with Sam in U.P. But I also somehow knew that you were never really far away, for your love was with us at that moment.
It’s been 9 years since that unimaginable day in September. I had grown much older and hopefully a little wiser. But as I had promised you then, as I promise you now, that I will make sure that your dreams will live on through our daughter. She is in many respects, all the best that you were. I still watch her sleeping and see you there. You have never really gone.
Thank you again for the love you had shared with us. You will never be forgotten because you are too beautiful a person to ever forget. We love you so very much and we will love you forever. Please watch over us, as we find ways to always be worthy of your love.
We love you so much Mommy.
With all my love,
4 thoughts on “Wish You Were Here”
Yes, Mariel, like an angel, will always be watching over you, Bong and Sam. Mariel will be in our hearts forever.
Sam, go and make your dreams come true. Everybody is proud of you.
Thank you Annie. Mariel would have been very pleased to see how well you’ve brought up your children. She misses you and you are always in her heart too. Warm regards to the family. Take care.
What wonderful words Bong. We will always miss Mariel. I often think of her and her kindness. Nine years ago. I was in Geneva when Joy called.
Thanks for the kind words Charles. Hope to see you again with your lovely family. Take care.